I wanna go with the flow, because the flow feels nice.
but somethings do bother me. I’m afraid that I’m wanting too much— possibly asking for too much.
I don’t like thinking I’m entitled to anything or that I deserve something extraordinary…
but doesn’t it make sense, though, to spend my time on someone that seems really interested in me? maybe someone who makes me feel worthwhile and even just a little special.
seems like a long shot, especially because I haven’t felt that way in some time now. I’d like to make someone feel that way too though.
I wish I knew what to do.